Girls in the class of 2010 that I adored or just couldn't keep from looking at. XDD

This is just a bit creepy, but who cares.

Neelam Abbasi

Michele Ako

Jasmine Bolden

Kellee Brown

Amanda Chidumlong

Dominique Coleman

Latasha Dunston

Briana Haden

Bianca Holland

Danielle Howe

Shante Jenkins

Xzasia Leftwich

Samantha Lewis

Latiyfa McAlpin

Shadae Neptune

Shawdae Paul

Tejada Pratt

Amber Sweet

Shaina Taylor

Kenisha Thomas

Brianna Walker

Shamia Wells

Brae Wilkes

Wait, ugh. Aren't most of these people popular kids? That just makes me more of a loser, doesn't it? Oh well. there's more, but i couldn't find a lot of ppl in the yearbook so eh.

Retarded

So my sanity and stability was questioned today but I'll get to that later. Today was a Toxic Candy party. Sounds dangerous, doesn't it? The party was supposed to start at like 3pm so we tried showing up late but it seemed like we made it there pretty early, 5pm. The party was just starting 2 hours after the start period. Nice, stupid, but it's ok. We sat around, waiting for other people to show up, talking with ourselves. <-Doesn't that sentence seem like we're crazy? We were talking with each other. Lol. Random people showed up, I hugged a couple people. And I think I have a sister now.
After everyone showed up, the games began. People were playing football, sword fighting with Styrofoam things (I told Jellybean how I read a futanari hentai doujin about these girls having serious sword fights with their penis'. lol). The sword fights the kids were having were pretty serious too though, they were doing acrobatics all over the place. People were flying through the sky and everything.
Night began to fall and the "real" games got started, like egg catching and pie eating and all that junk. It was funny. Tanique, John, JB, Mike, and me were just sitting around though talking amongst ourselves and laughing. Shayla was nowhere to be found though, so I went to look for her. She was talking with Kage and some other chic who was some guy's girlfriend. I said hi to all of them, and the chic said hi to me and asked if she knew me. I told her she could get to know me and then everyone was like "Ohhhhhh, no, Justin. Wrong person to flirt with." I was just horribly confused, I hadn't been flirting. Let me tell you, I don't even know how to flirt. I wasn't flirting, I didn't say that though, I just asked why. Then her boyfriend came over and was supposedly gonna beat me up. He told me to walk away or hop a fence or some stupid shit, and I just said ok cuz I didn't fucking feel like dealing with a stupid person. But Shayla wouldn't let me go so I couldn't walk away. The idiot asked me if I was scared, I said no. Why the fuck would I be scared of some guy? All he can do is punch me, and it's no big deal anyway. Kage punched me in my chest, I don't remember why. I guess he was just drunk, he wanted me to hit him back but my arms didn't feel like stressing themselves so I didn't. I just walked away, for some reason he thought I hated him. I get back to everyone else and we get back to talking and laughing. Out of nowhere people are screaming, and Britana(Hostest) is on the ground having a seizure. Tanique and Shayla made jokes about it WHILE she was having it, I just watched as her grandmother helped her. The ambulance came and took her away, I just watched on. "Party's Over!" Everyone left.
I got to Shayla's car and there was Idiot again and Kage. Kage told he loved me, he was definitely drunk cuz I know he doesn't. Idiot asked me if I was retarded, I had a slight urge to kill him. It was nice imagining it, but I withheld. I just glared and spat a bunch of pointless questions at him, I just wanted to leave. Fucking Idiot. He has absolutely no right to question the way my brain works, he called me slow, he said my functioning wasn't right. I will destroy you, Idiot, I will fucking destroy you.
I got in the car and we left.
Fucking Idiot...

=_= ...Boring Post

So, graduation is only three days away. Yay, I'm so close to being officially gone. I hate my school, I hate most of the kids in my school.
Anyway, today was the Senior Farewell Ceremony. Ms. Donaldson, our class adviser, cried way too much. It seemed a little forced to me. The whole thing was kind of annoying. I got to school about 30 minutes early because I got a ride from my mom. Ms. Donaldson told everyone to go to the cafeteria and wait to be escorted to the auditorium. So we all waited, everyone with their friends( I was alone btw; just putting that out there). Ms. D came in and started yelling(with tears in her eyes) at kids for dressing inappropriately. Girls were wearing short shorts - pregnant girls were wearing short shorts. What the hell, right? They looked stupid - boys were in jeans and t-shirts and sneakers. I was wearing sneakers too, I didn't really know we couldn't. But I didn't look bad or anything, I was still dressed formally. After she stopped complaining, we all lined up and walked to the auditorium and into a sauna, that school seriously needs some air conditioning. The place smelled like crap. We took our seats and listened to all the speeches given. They played a slideshow of "life at milford", it was just a bunch of random pictures STOLEN from peoples' facebooks. They stole about 3 of John's pictures and they all had me in them. It was embarrassing, seeing as everyone stopped cheering when my picture came up because no one knows me. "Who's that kid?" Tch. They seriously need to ask permission before putting people's pictures up. After that ended, more speeches were given and more tears. At the end, which wasn't really the end, it just seemed like it was the end, Ms. D preached like she was in church. That part kinda made me happy, it was funny. She could totally be a Reverend in a church in one of those black neighborhoods. I would visit. At the real end of the ceremony, Ms. Reed, the assistant principle, and Mr. Gibson, the principle, gave some final words. But they don't really matter.
Then it ended, I was in a bad mood, I went home, and now I'm gonna watch anime so I can lighten my spirits. Goodbye.